“…but it's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst... And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life... You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure. But don't worry... you will someday.”Kas keegi veel peale minu ei teadnud, et pärast neid - viimaseid – sõnu kõlab The Beatles’i “Because” ?
Galaktikas nihkus miski sel hetkel minu jaoks õigesse paika. Mingid otsad viisid tagasi iseendani – aeg-ajalt me üllatume.
“It's like God's looking right at you, just for a second, and if you're careful... you can look right back.”Ja ma kuulan jälle Vennaskonda. Ja seda laulu. Ning vahel ma mõtlen, et mu elu möödub tsüklite ja korduvate mõtete jadana ning ühel päeval ei olegi mul enam midagi uut kirjutada, vaid viitan iseendale ja juba öeldud sõnadele, mõeldud mõtetele.
Õnneks on iga päev siiski uus ja endale üllatuslikult leian ma ka vanades asjades uudset ilu.
“It was one of those days when it's a minute away from snowing and there's this electricity in the air, you can almost hear it. Right? /---/ That's the day I realized that there was this entire life behind things, and this incredibly benevolent force that wanted me to know there was no reason to be afraid, ever. Video's a poor excuse, I know. But it helps me remember... I need to remember... Sometimes there's so much beauty in the world, I feel like I can't take it, and my heart is just going to cave in.”
